favorite sin

i look at you

i see you with her

I envy her because she has you

In the meantime i pretend i dont care

and play around with other boys

fill up my void.

But never is enough

Why cant i have you?

yes we are different, we want different lifestyles... But i want yOU.

Damn it , she´s so lucky.

I wish she was out picture, as in you arent together anymore

I envy and i lust...

What she has

and i lack

You will never be mine...

I could never settle for such bargain.

To live in such misery due to my

favorite sin.