Coming back. not so soon..

I missed it.
The blog.For almost 3 years i´ve been narrating, commenting or just making stories of my memories.
Such as today
I miss high school times, where every weekend there was something to be done with classmates or friends of other places. Que si dominico, alianza, neighbours etc..
Siempre se armaba algo, Si no era ir al naco los viernes, era ir al cine. Sobre todo el diamond.
Birthday parties at each others houses. Weekends planning pj parties or movie nights, or cooking.
It was fun, and yeah i miss those friends that are gone. People change, and adapt. I know.

But it would be nice to sit, have a coffee, tea or coke and talk about yesterday, today and maybe tomorrow...

I miss you.-

Y lo que me molesta en el fondo, es que, solo a mi me interesa mantener la amistad, as if i was never a friend to begin with.

Any type of relationship its a matter of two parts. Both most be involved.
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i guess im back now... but not so soon.

the phantom of the opera

I´ve got 3 songs from the musical in my head...
One for you, one for the phantom and one for me.
Each time the phantom keeps singing in my mind.. ¨past the point of no return..¨ confirming, not asking but tempting me to do it. Hipnotize by pure passion

Then the phone rings with the melody of ¨all i ask of you¨, reminding me... all i´ve asked you in return..

But i just want to sing and give in to the music of the night...
Touch it, feel it..
Purge the thoughts of a life i knew before..

If only life would be like a musical!!

P.s.: Another year for the blog
And you always keep being an inspiration for it
Angel or demon of my head.

all I ask of you

Why did you even bother to tell me?
Why did i listen?
Because i wish for it. I wish for you to come back
I wish for You to kneel before me, regretting being with her.

instead i lifted you from the ground, and play the game. With no regrets, i played the friend again. Knowing you wanted more than that.
Since then i brought you back in my mind....Isolating myself from him, to be with you in my head.



Now all i ask of you is to leave me. to Let me be free...
Not yours, Nor his. But mine.

Now i ask you to leave.
But would you leave me.... Forever???? I want you to.

Goodbye my lover, my friend...

New year , new start

Ya enero se esta terminando.
Se supone que tenemos resoluciones y propuestas para cada año. Yo tengo las mias para cada mes. Sobre todo profesionalmente.

The key point of fulfilling goals or whatever you wish for new year´s its have a reminder every day. Think and do a llittle of it everyday. Think you already have it, done it.

Be less stressed, or anxious and more prone of getting it done.

Dont be harsh on yourself, enjoy everything you do.
Take time for you.

Love. hug, kiss, show affection.
Dream and make them real.

Dont get sad if today you havent done much....At least you did something.

And always be grateful for all you´ve got,
You get, or will get someday In 2008.

Turning point.
TODAY.