depression

It is very hard to admit being sick
Its hard to find out that how you feel can be due to an illness , a mental illness.
Its even harder to fight back.

The truth is depression is an alteration of state of mind. So only through mind cleaning you could deal with it.

The ugly part is the pain. That pain that u cant manage. It hurt just everywhere. and it hurts everyone around us.

The NICE part is that we are the only ones who could fix it. Its a choice really, every day to fight it. Chose between complaining or just embrace every opportunity as it comes.

But for a depressive person, insecurity is a mayor part of the problem. Its hard to make these type of choices, and then be full of anxiety. Then PAIN.

Anybody can be sad someday, cry the other. Mainly all women get like thise due to our lovely hormones. But Being depressed its 70% of 365 days being blue, pesismistic, cranky, insecure, apathic, etc... Be better off dead.

Its very sad, a lot of people suffer from any sort of emotional state disorder, and they dont realized that. Keep building a wall for defense, and hurting those who care the most.

No prozac its gonna change it,its more insight , decisions, and ways of thinking what helps.

Filling and existential void of a spoiled brat...

Its all about the choices we make. U either want to face the day or just die. Your choice.